The media
I...
...hate
...the media...
visceral burning, and deep pain...
A crushing crutch...hate it all...burning...
Word salad...in watermelon sugar...disguised in pain...and endless burning...
Preach thief...hate hollywood, hatred for movies, hatred for radio. My hatred of all of it. The news. The attention capture. The subtle suggestion...not so subtle suggestions. One giant cult crawling embarrassment of cringe provoking emptiness. My tolerance for a bottomless empty has grown so low. Much lower than it ought to be to get along. To stay here. Hollywood. Hollow world. Hate speech. It's tethered me and tied me in knots of cynical hatred and ache. A painful cynical ache. The disposition a symptom of my disappointment, embarrassment with myself, impotent life, in contrast, in compliment with the endless horde of the 'other', the constant 'other' surrounding me in a kaleidoscope epitomizing sickly sweet plastic breath stench of vampire emptied horse shit...Vanity of vanity, all of it, everywhere and everything here is vanity. The brainwashed fuck nonsense so plain it pains me to nausea to be alone to see it. The loneliness in seeing it. Haunting loneliness. What a nightmare. Hate it all, I hate it all. It's Jeremiah's lament. I hardly think there's a chance. That a chance exists. Burning fuse. Lit and all too crazy. I used to worry so much I was crazy. All the worse to discover in horrifying surround sound reality...everyone's crazy. All crazy. Honesty is sin. Richard Dawkins talked about not wanting to exist in a world where people want to reject evidence. But we do. It's clear we do. Life. Life's hard. Life's ugly. Some ugly so horrifying to drive us to reject evidence. There's nothing out there. We're high up. So high up. Existential angsts is the vertigo of knowing we're so high up. It's plain that rejecting evidence is the default position, the natural position of most people. We're liars. All liars. An elephant in the brain. Blind liars. Many are called but few are chosen. Those who have ears to hear let them hear. Only 10% of us are sane (or less). It's not elitism. It's the walking dead my friends. We are walking dead. It's the corruption of the judge.
Where's everyone tonight? Why alone? How to signal without getting hunted? eaten? Can't stop hiding. Can't speak your mind. That whore lied to Pita. Alone with zombies. A night with the gorillas. Where are rational people? Tolerant people. Human people. Not crazy people. Why so many crazy people? Stupid crazy apes. What's the name of the society? The new rome? Cult of rome something? That want's to depopulate the world. I act like they're the enemy but I hate us too. I hate us too. Alex Jones, I hate us too. Maybe the new world order has a point and we're just a shit species that needs to evolve. I've always wanted to evlove. Isn't that what Christiantity is? A fever dream of wanting to change. Evolve into that person God could love. Change the form you are now. Crooked toed, milktoast looking dark souled fool.
Evolution sucks. It leaves us all behind. That whore lied to pita to win. That's the whole point. Altruism be fucked. You're a tool of the natural selection. Fodder. Shit fodder. Fuck you it all says without a thanks. She' said fuck you without a thanks. Faked it all. Faked it all that whore.
The highway is alive tonight...and where it's headed everybody knows. Ain't no angel going to greet me, it's just you and i my friend.
Weaving thoughts, concentrating thoughts. Dense intelligent. Art. Soul. In a way people hear. Make me real. You can make me real my summer storm.
I can't say it emphatically enough. Every day I read/see endless media and it all sounds like bullshit church tracts written by the priests of gay fucking walmart cult. Jack boot karen nazi bullshit. It makes me sick to see. I've swam in it endlessly I feel like the zombie. Can't stomach it. I hate it I truly hate it. And I'm so disappointed in the retarded fucking herd of human beings that buys into that shit. That is so shallow that they buy into that shit. I can hardly stand it. Give holden caufield the nuclear codes kind of I can't fucking stand it. So below is a laundry list of the gayest shit I see in the media that makes my skin crawl and my stomach curl like I've eaten shit laced garlic cloves raw.
The walls are closing in.
I told someone that we're the most propagandized generation of people who've ever lived and they thought I was crazy. But we are. How many movies have we seen? How much music have you listened to? How many advertisement jingles can you sing? How many times in your life have you changed your clothing fashion? How fickle we are to bend with every wind. Perfectly hypnotized hoard. That's what we are. Not real people. An army of pinnochios empty and wooden.
Glen Greenwald said he formed the intercept Intercept 'to be adversarial to the US Security State, avoid party loyalty, report on things others won't'...he knew he couldn't tell the truth here anymore. Canary in the coal mine.
So many priests out there. So many priests. They wear science, they wear political parties, they wear oppression they wear trend. All priests. One big soup of fucking cults. It all makes me sick. I can't stand it anymore. Nothing is real. It's all a commercial. It's a hoard of screaming commercials trying to steal our attention and capture our train of thought. Everyone is crazy and sick. it's all too much.
Chinese water torture. Death by a thousand cuts. The preachers of bullshit.
...it's all brainwashing.
-DM